I am not really struggling in the sense anything is wrong. But I am on the right path in college, working full time I just want everything I am working toward NOW. The hardest part is going through the process of getting the nice things you desire you know ?
There is a saying: Enjoy the ride. You are on a strong healthy path right now.. You are not using so you can See and Have a future..Now is the time to focus on those days and parts of your current life you are enjoying.. Is it the people, the classes, Being clean and sober..Having integrity to show up and do the work. It is very normal to see the beautiful future coming toward you as you work towards it.. But don't forget each day you aren't using to cope is A Incredible Day which will have parts you can enjoy or be grateful for... Thank you for your share..
He who dies with the most toys, still dies…. Focus on yourself. Good things will come.
Try to enjoy the journey brother. Take note of the small positive changes you implement in your life, and celebrate your successes. That's my advice anyway.
One day at a time.