I am on a spiritual journey non religion based and

I am on a spiritual journey non religion based and is faith based and about my reunification with the universe and god. Sobriety has given me so much to live for and be grateful for. Boredom is now something I can manage without drugs.

There is one thing that I am taking a very large liking to. I just started playing Magic the Gathering card game specifically the commander format and I have been getting the Final Fantasy cards to play with since I am a huge fan of the Final Fantasy series. I really need people to be willing to play with me via webcam. I am posting this because this has been very pinnacle to my recovery lately especially since I still have 5 months before I get my kids back. If anyone would be up for that message me please.

Keep going.. sending positive vibes

Thank you. Today someone gave me a special coin and brought me to tears because it showed me that there are good people out there that dont want to just hurt you like you've been hurt before. I am killing it this part of my journey, but that doesn't mean it doesn't have hard times. Right now I am in utter isolation and loneliness, but I have ambition, determination, heart and a promise I made to myself and to my kids when we reunite. I am going to start crying now so I will end on that note.

Appreciate you sharing that. Congrats on 5 months