I am really struggling mentally. Idk what to do. I

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#22

Amber, smart move to share your struggles.
I know how you feel/felt. I drank and punched my way through life for decades. It was fun, the fun with problems then just an ongoing nightmare.
Finally I made MY SOBRIETY my number one priority in life and everything got much easier.
I’m here if you want to talk

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#23

@amber91479 was this ever resolved?

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#24

Thank you! I just feel like I know I messed up but dam. I can’t go back and change that fact

#25

Hmm I’ve never heard that one!

#26

Thank you for that ! I did wait and collect my thoughts so that I could have a productive conversation.

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#27

I will do read this! Thank you for the suggestion!

#28

Thank you so much ! I do get very angry now it’s like a rage when I was drinking I didn’t feel anger this strongly. I like that that it’s us against the problem. And yes she does have a lot of resentments toward me and a lot of other people. I’m just trying to go as they say one day at a time but it’s more like one minute at a time .

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#29

Ya know your right lol

#30

Hahah this made me laugh

#31

Thank you!

#32

It has not fully resolved there is still some tension but we just have to work through that. I did get to a couple of meetings and I met with my sponsor . I had a mini breakdown and cried in the car. That felt uncomfortable for me but it happened. Coming back to this platform and venting and readings people’s suggestions really did help!

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#33

@amber91479 hopefully it's a step in the right direction. At times meltdowns are inevitable. Don't beat yourself up over it. And glad you had a chance to talk with your sponsor.
You got this sis. You got this. Love you lots!