I am seeing a lot on here about needing to work or follow a spiritual program. I think in AA one of the steps is to surrender to a higher power. I’m just wondering what “spiritual program “ (or maybe “spiritual journey “?) means to you and how you apply it to your sobriety. I feel like I am essentially a spiritual being but have never found a defined path that I’ve resonated with enough to follow consistently.
The search is part of the process. Everyone is different, commitment is the key to sobriety. Keep searching, when you find it you will know.
Perhaps it is a path you get to define. After all it is a higher power of your understanding, not necessarily someone else's!
For me, my higher power is a reminder that I don't control the world and I am not running the universe because trust me, left to my own devices I will certainly try to run my universe and yours! And that is one sure fire way for me to crawl back into a bottle.
The point is I am willing to grow along spiritual lines. Some of it I define based on my relationship with HP. Some of it I define by watching and listening to others. Sometimes, I learn from walking away from the path and having to crawl back. That's all part of the process.