I am so at the opposite end of where I

I am so at the opposite end of where I envisioned my life at this age and point. I have trained my brain to run from every negative and positive thing for that matter. I’m depressed, anxious and constantly confused. But I feel so much gratitude for my self awareness and the fellowship of AA and the people that I have met in sobriety. I believe poeple and trust them when they share their strength, experience and hope. And I can learn indirectly instead of directly. I don’t know where I’ll be at mentally or physical tomorrow. But im gaining faith that my higher power will take care of of that and that’s a huge weight off my shoulders

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