I am so lost and confused. I want to keep drinking because it distracts me from the important things I should be dealing with but i just dont want to because im a baby! I want help! I need help! I just want to talk to a regular person who maybe i can find some common ground! I appreciate and respect therapy but i dont want some random asking me how that makes me feel! I want to talk to a real person! If anyone is out there and feels where im coming from and would be willing to chat please hit me up!
Carter, I can definitely relate. I have been through so much. I want you to know that long term sobriety requires that you build a better life in sobriety than you had while drinking. Alcohol was my drug of choice. I have put together 30+ years of sobriety. Trauma is a separate issue.