I am sorry for the cheezy name and picture. I am choosing to hide my identity because there are some on this app that know me, and I obviously am not ready to admit my defeat. I am not ready for judgement. All I need right now is some help. Support. I am a closet user. no one and I mean no one knows that I have been using, for as long and as much. every one thinks I gave it up long ago. I let everyone believe I am doing very well. I find myself now in a position where I am going to need a lot of support and no one there to give it. I have the upmost respect for AA I truly do and I am so thankful it has helped so many of you. but, it just is not for me. I wish it was. but I know me and I know what i'm going to need to get me through this. I am looking for someone, willing to be my support through this. Like I said, no one knows, and i'm not about to tell them now. so i need someone that will allow me to call them, cry to them, yell, vent, and just need someone to listen to me. and to hear me. Maybe throw back some supporting words. but I wont be able to do this unless I have someone . It is sad that I have to come here and ask strangers for this. I have lost everyone in my life. I am basically alone. I am a female. and i'm in my 40s. I honestly am more comfortable with a guy, but if anyone is willing to help me I would be grateful for whomever. thanks for taking the time to read this. God bless you all.
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