I am strongly considering rehab in July. I know I need help. But I am scared to take this step.
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If things aren't working out, do it. Be brave.
Hey Beth guess what, you have just taken the first step.
Now was that scary.
The next one will be easier and guess what I know you will do it if you really believe in what you say.
Be brave and I believe in you
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I have been there a few times. I’m happy I took a leap of faith and tapped out to this disease.
It can be scary. I knew without a doubt that it was either take that step, or my kids would be burying me before they had a chance to start a family. That just wasn't fair. Therefore not taking the step was much scarier.
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Congratulations I’m so happy for you! You got this!
I GIVE YOU PERMISSION TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF. YOU DESERVE. BUT YOU HAVE TO EARN IT. RECOVERY IS REAL AND WORTH FIGHTING FOR. YOU CAN DO THIS. Go on my FAITH. YOU WON'T BE DISAPPOINTED YOU MADE A DECISION
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Have the same thoughts. Scared too. But know an inpatient program may be just the help I need to turn the page. Worry about how it fits in with my daily life. Have a career/ position that is very demanding and time consuming. Not sure how it affects other aspects of my life and how I transition back. Also realize if I drink myself to death than my “life” is not what I should be worrying about. Been making progress without taking that leap. More committed lately and it’s working….kinda. But still stays on my mind. They say knowing what you need to do is easy, actually doing it, well that’s something else. Hope you find the strength and determination to follow your intuition
Be brave! You’ll never regret working towards becoming a better you
Do it!! Rehab was one of the best experiences of my life.
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I appreciate all the encouragement. I need to make a decision SOON. I am a teacher on summer break so now is the time. My life is not in a good place and I can’t see myself going back to work having NOT gone to rehab to become a different person.
I totally understand, when I first started stepping into recovery I was very scared and was still in denial that I was an alcoholic, but it gets easier one day at a time, you’re in the right place and you’re not alone 
People are so supportive. Not scary. Scarier not stopping. Congratulations on your journey to recovery. If you have any questions. We are here
Sounds like you know that your current idea isn't working. If you don't mind sharing, what are you scared about? There's nothing but good on the other side of your decision.
If you're to the point of recognizing that you may need that level of help to get right, then set the rest of the what ifs to the side. Because nothing changes until something changes. Check to see if your employer has fmla for rehab. Most do and they usually can't terminate you if you self declare that you're in need of help. It's an investment in yourself and one that'll pay cast dividends on the back side. Your life now is predictable and it sounds like you're not too happy with where it's at or where it's headed. So the worst possible outcome is that things get inherently better for you. Sounds like it may be worth the chance.
So I go back to work August 21.
So if I’m going to rehab it must be now. I am scheduled to arrive on Monday. Pray I make it.
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Beth, you've already taken so many positive steps forward and each step deserves celebrating! I am hopeful you get to rehab, but I have a good feeling you will! You are stronger than you think! I believe in you!
The power of prayer!!! He will respond
Oh Beth, how I know you’re exact feeling!!!! Rehab ended up being such a positive experience for me, I now chuckle at my reluctance to do it. You will find yourself surrounded by people you can relate to more than anyone else in the world. It’s a cool feeling, and good for the soul! You’re making strides, keep it up!
It’s so worth it!!! Do it!!!