You're right there in the home stretch. Keep pushing, you got this.
The bottom is when we put the shovel down and stop digging, give yourself a chance. All this will pass and you will be left with yourself and your thoughts again. Be prepared with prayers and giving your will to God.
Today is the day where I stop and I’m scared because I wanna keep using, but I’m not going to. I’ve started drinking water again. I had a couple oranges. I’m finishing at work and it’s very difficult. I gotta work the next two days babysit and then work Saturday and I’ve been using for a week and a half binging really hardbut I want this that bad to where I’ll do anything to get healthy and have freedom for the first time in my life.
I also got my schedule for my NA meetings for my county
How are things going now?
Withdrawing
Just know that you are not alone. And things WILL get better. Message me if you’d like to vent/chat!
Thank you I have to start sometime but had to talk cause my husband is sleeping next to me no privacy