I am struggling with my demons and my addiction to heroin... I have been sober and clean for a little over 2 months and i am struggling with it really hard still
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I'm not letting it get the best of me to let it take me back to my past, I have that demon on my shoulders every time I start working on myself and doing the right best things to change my life... Like today I had a bad day and the thought of relapse was greatly on my mind... I don't have anyone to talk to about it, I had a breakdown and took a walk to get my mind off of it
Thank you Ciara green for the positive comment
No matter what you are struggling with you can get through this it’s difficult trying to become that person you want don’t give up on yourself 
You may be clean but you’re far from sober. Trust me , I understand. I shot dope for 13 years. I’ve been sober for 22 years Here’s how it’s done , Follow the steps outlined in the book. The big book of AA. I know there are many off shoots but none are the OG. Get a sponsor , and start immediately working the steps. , start sponsoring people immediately upon finishing g the steps. Feel free to work with others before you finish the steps. ( you’ll never finish step work. I still sponsor up to 6 guys at a time , working steps with each of them and once a year with my sponsor. ). Just show up and rack up days and as long as you’re working g the steps , it’ll get different before you know it
Im sorry you’re in the thick of it. Try and take it one day, even one moment, at a time. Keep reaching out, leaning on the support here, and remember, you don’t have to fight this alone. We’re with you.