I am struggling with my ego and the fact that this man/boy that I was seeing played me so bad and used me in the worst way possible that I and fighting to move on. My pain is so deep because I care for him so much but he was just using me. He is in a whole relationship at work with someone else. I just want to move on and not think about him
Betrayal like that is hard. All you can do is focus on you. Think of it like Stockholm syndrome… eventually the reality will set in. On the other side, don’t let the anger drive you to relapse or justify negative actions. I hope peace finds you soon.
Thank you so much Tim, I feel so stupid. He fooled me so completely that my heart hurts all the time because I was so honest with him. I did not know it was possible for a human being to be this heartless.