Hang in there
The DREAM. The STRUGGLE AND THE PRIZE. IM IN AGREEMENT THAT YOUR DRINKING AND USING CAREER HAS BEEN RUINED AND RECOVERY HAS BECOME REAL PERSONAL TO YOU. AND YOU CAN STEP INTO 2024 NOT PLAYING GAMES WITH YOURSELF IN REGARDS TO MAKING A COMMITMENT TO WORK THROUGH THIS TOUGH MOMENT. AND YOU CAN. WHEN YOU BALANCE OUT SPIRITUALLY. YOU WILL BALANCE OUT PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY.
We all used to run to a drug to comfort or support us in various times my friend, but it never really helps; I hope you're feeling better soon and overcome everything that life is throwing at you.