I am who I've made myself to be. If I'm an alcoholic, then I'm an alcoholic .
I made that history and hurt and lost the people that were close to me.
It won't erase my history or my punishment.
However, it still doesn't mean I can't make a better change. I've been sober for a bit of a while. I still hope for a better change and forgiveness.. so i can finally forgive myself. So won't continue to blame myself till I'm still not forgiven till I
