I been so busy recovering and helping others that I got to add me to the list to get some g.i work done at home that it's been bugging my tenant that needs to be done kept putting it off till financially I decided I guess with the higher powers help to have the strength to write the list of dutys that needs to be tackled and get on with my life
I found it to be a list of 25 request to get done seems not so bad I put a started date to it today and already completed 1/25 so I feel pumped I think of it like riding up the street to were I want to be I was on ground o now I completed 1st St got to go too 25th and recovery socal party can't do it all in one day but over a period of time and do my job well '
I'm excited about the journey and it get me in tune to complete something beside a spades or bid game or a 3k bicycle ride or walkathon or chapter in a book "
So I'm really excited but more excited to still be able to use my body too do even the simple little thinks I thank God everyday I wake cause I know I don't have to be here cause few of my kinfolks pass on early in life showed me that and it wasn't all foul play natural causes too so yeah I'm grateful and live for that purpose as well too
For long at a time "
But you know keep it simple it's all just for today "
Cause it's today what we got to try to get through '
And its good bad & indifference
And when we do that try again tomorrow " till than tomorrow will worry about it self either the higher power God is everything or he is nothing " that's it that's all " my life is not my own when I chose to be guided by my higher power " he knows what's best for me anyhow I always got me one he always revived me this far in the game and gave me a second chance at life but it's just for today "
