I am sitting here , feeling like a failure, worthless, I relapsed again. Im married to my high school sweetheart and after 30 years we are so in love but i did it again . I can quit using but im a bindge user . I cant get past the 5 month mark . I dont know whats wrong with my freaking brain . I have everything i need and i keep screwing up . God please help me !
It's ok to fall. Just get back up, dont dwell on the mistake. Lots of people relapse. Forgive yourself
Thanks Barb, I appreciate your kindness. I just don’t understand why I can’t just throw it down . It’s so bad that my husband and kids just accept it . As if I’m taking insulin , it has been my daily meds for 40 years and I’m 51. I’m sick of it. Thank you.