Ive somehow created a person whom i cant stand . I look at her ugly face in the mirror every day. This is my last statement ill share . I cant read all these warriors feelings, knowing im not sober . I know it can be done , i guess im just not ready . So until i fall flat on my face , i am so proud of each and every one of you , until then …
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You are beautiful.
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Sounds like you're on your way Kasey Sams. Keep telling yourself it can be done and how it will be awesome and rewarding.
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Kasey, do not give up, please! Keep reading what people have. written here - know that you too can succeed - but people out here are still struggling and something you say just might help them - you made my day when you commented on one of my posts - made me think I matter - so do you - keep trying - one day it will stick! 
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I have heard time and time again that true recovery happens in community. Don’t isolate find people face-to-face to be honest with and say out loud what you’re afraid of and let God or your higher power. Speak to you about it and tell you it’s OK to be sober. 
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It’s OK not to be OK just because we’re sober. We’re not perfect. We’re trying to survive. We’re trying to get through the day. You’re doing the right thing by letting people know where you’re at in your head. You already are sober because you’re reaching out don’t convince yourself that you’re not good enough because you are you’re absolutely beautiful And you deserve all the wonderful things that life has to offer. Please give yourself a chance you are so worth it❤️
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Personally I think you have a very pretty face but past that beauty comes from within. You can do this i promise. So mabey you dropped the ball that doesn't mean the game is over. Put it behind you focus on the next play and you'll gain yards I promise.youve got this
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You can do it. Your are just not ready yet. None of us were warriors when we stopped. We were just done. Whether it was ODs or jail. Losing our kids and relationships, it doesn't matter. We took it day by day and learned how to live differently. Take care of yourself and be kind to yourself.
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Ur not alone were here when u need us
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This wasn't easy. I'm only at twenty days. My detox almost killed me I was hospitalized for days. Bro you don't realize it's poison. 
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Don't give up. Even if you stumble and fall please get back up.
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I think we've all been in your position at some point in our lives... Back and forth... and the conflict of feelings... and hopelessness. You will get there! Have faith and keep your head up. Doesn't matter how many steps backward, as long as you keep stepping forward, love. 🫂
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Kasey, thanks for sharing. Praying for you🙏
Please stay with us until you feel like you are ready. This whole community can support you on your way to recovery. Not just in sobriety.
Never give up, last night I wanted to take my life, but here I am today still fighting, you are worthy and beautiful!