I can't do this

Grieving death of my 5yr old,I can't cope and wish I could find a support group or anything related

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We are here to support you. You might look for grief support groups on google.

I am so very sorry for your great loss. What part of the country are you in?

I’m so sorry. We lost our 28 month old daughter in 2015. It’s horrible.

Oh girl. I am so sorry. I can’t imagine the pain you must be experiencing. You are so incredibly strong and brave to come here and share about it.

We are here to listen to anything and everything you want to share. I don’t know your specific pain, but I have ears. Please stay with us and let us know how we can help :heart:

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Look into Angel :angel: whispers’
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I believe in the afterlife.

My condolences to you. I’m here to help you. Please check in with the Loosid family.

My condolences Stephanie. You are so brave. You’re in my prayers.

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I am so sorry for your loss and I can not imagine the pain but we will try to help you manage through this pain. Going backward in recovery will not recover him and it will make the pain even more harder to overcome .

If you don’t mind me asking how did your son pass ?

Cass I appreciate you, I will share here goes : I had planned to go with a friend and pickup some things from my mother's house as I had just moved in with a man that I'd been in an off and on relationship with for 2yrs or so. So again, I made a decision to go with this friend , she would drive and I'd drive back. I was making sure the twins were behaving (5yr old boys lol) and doing some internet shopping, just assuming overall she was able to drive safely with us all. I noticed that she was an hour off the original route, putting us way behind schedule but still I decided to keep on since we'd started already. So I awhile later I see were heading towards the on coming traffic and I asked her what the heck?! She said she was tired and I didn't know what it was when she had small metal horn shaped object on a necklace. So I tell her to take a shortcut and it's not a place to break dow, nothings around at all and it's swamp land. She swerved again a day I saw she was asleep so I had pulled over and got behind the wheel bc I felt she couldn't drive at this point. We pulled over and took a moment to make a decision on who should drive. It was me....I have panic attacks and I don't know what happened truly, I saw a giant height of what happens to be an 18 wheeler, festive it was in my chest and I just swallowed it. It was literallyalready in my lap and then a truck pulling a boat behind it hit us so we were cut in half on either side of nowhere. I tasted .I'd, blood, and grass and immediately l started to crawl army style and got about 50 yards and I finally saw my little boy. He was still in his carseat but upside down and on his neck. He was so still, I just held him and when I turned his head I knew - his eyes were graying and they were green. The impact wound wasn't grotesque,he was beautiful but I lost it and I had someone come and push me down on top of my other son , bc I hadn't heard him crying right next to me. I have a surviving son and I am so grateful bc I could've been worse. However they were twins and the death of a child isn't natural I don't think k , as a parent ya know? I later found out that the driver was using crystal meth and ah job as RN due to fetanyl use

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God bless you. I have no other words