I cry. Sometimes as a result of a really good

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I cry. Sometimes as a result of a really good moment of the present day, all because I have trepidations about the future and how it will transform everything. I already foresee how gloomy the future's going to be. And throughout that present moment, I am unwilling to move on from it. I will always cherish and reminisce about it, but I loathe moving on. Because I already know how things are going to turn out. Which is why I have disdain towards the future.

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#2

You have no control over what tomorrow will bring you have no idea how wonderful it may be

#3

You're right about.
That and who knows but I'm doing the best?I can with what I got what I have and when I can predict ain't control

#4

Brett, I have two day today and I feel what u are saying but I have decided that one day at a time means just that . So instead of thinking negatively about what’s to come I’m going to try living in the moment and just go from there . If I’m not happy I’m going to change whatever it is causing those feelings . Gosh dang it ! Something has to stick this time I can’t keep doing this .