I did 4 days and then relapsed for 10. I need help and support. Starting day 1 tomorrow again. Can’t wait to get over this cycle fafailure
Well, there’s things you can do to help this. Up to you tho. Only gotta change…everything. That simple. Gotta really want sobriety in order for it to work. No one gonna do it for you.
You got this is you want it!
I’m going through the same thing, I put a few days together then fall off! I know I need to change many things, I prayed and meditated this morning I deeply want to be sober, I’m not doing enough to change so for today that’s my focus! 


Aa meetings. Aa. Org. 90 meetings in 90 days then start over.
There is a point where alcohol stops doing things for us and starts doing things to us. It stops doing things for us. It stops doing things for us. Just keep saying it. It will never ever be the same again. But in sobriety…oh so much better.