I don’t know how to stop wanting oxy. Part of me desperately wants to stop because I know it is not good for me, but the other part loves the feeling they give me and the escape I get because life is so stressful. I am in a position I cannot tell anyone I am addicted. I’m ready to stop but I don’t know how to get over the “I want it, I want to relax” feeling.
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I'm in day 65 sober after a 13 year oxy habit. I've been where you are. Eventually that relax feeling is gone and your tolerance is just going to be so high you won't feel a thing. Chasing it is just total misery. I really hope you can get ahead of it. It's going to take a while to let your brain recalibrate without the drugs. Hang in there it will get easier
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