I don’t know what happened, but I’m addict
Hey Jj, I replied to your other post too and won’t repeat that.
That’s the way this stuff works man. You don’t know how it happens. It just is one day and there we are. The first point is you realize it and seemed freaked out.., both good. Now you just got to start working on fixing the problem you know exists. Beating yourself up over it/self pity etc… doesn’t help. A healthy dose of regret is enough and move towards getting some help. The fact you’ve posted about it, tells me you’re looking for help. It’s out there. It does take humbling yourself and asking.
Skot couldn't have said it better my friend.
I 100% agree with Skot also.
True story !!
perfectly said !!
Without change , nothing changes!!
Well JJ that sums it up, doesn’t it? Lol. Well said.
Thank you
It’s hard to admit defeat. I’m having a hard time realizing reality I see it but I don’t believe it even though I know. This can’t be me.
It’s hard, but it’s ok and you’re not alone. All of us have been there never thinking it would be us. You can do it if you want it, it only gets worse the longer you wait or until something tragic happens. Best wishes.
Some time we have to loss to win 
115 days today thanks all for the reply’s sobriety is a journey
Kick A**!
Rereading and remembering this makes my day. Keep it, it only gets harder the 2nd, 3rd, etc… times.
It’s my 1st time being sober in 7 /8 years
Rereading the thread is amazing
Thanks for the update too
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I was in kind of a funk, but your update lifted me out of it. That’s also how it works. I’m so happy for you. Best wishes.
Yay I’m glad my story reached you
First step to admit