I don’t know what I’m doing, I’m always happier sober I’ve been sober for long periods at a time but it’s always been when I’m needed by my son and when he had my granddaughter, who’s birthday is today and I would give anything to have her 10th birthday as my sobriety date. There’re my world and now I don’t have either of them. He lost custody of her and then three years later here we are, and he has moved five hours away from me and is married and I’m having a hard time, it’s beyond time to figure out who I am, what I like, what Do I want to do with my life other than go back to the past that I never said I would yet I’m right here, there’s a lot more to the story of course isn’t there always, but I’m sitting in my bedroom and just sucked on the pipe when I really want something much worse and we all know it’s a heart beat away once I’ve done this please help me I can’t do this to me, my son who I just found out is not so happy at all but a heroin addict like I used to be years ago, that right there I CAN NOT LIVE WITH AND USE, I have to be sober.
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First of all throw the pipe away. Get into rehab
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Get clean and sober.first
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Smash the pipe then reach out and get the help you need. You can do it!
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It's not easy to share how you feel but you did it! That's great...now you need to act on those feelings and get some help. You can do this! Lots of opportunities out there for getting sober just gotta reach out.
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