Praying for you you❤️
Let that folking ship out!!! If I couldn't curse in life I'd b a mute..
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Seriously, read all the comments, you're probably taking it out of context. My question was not out of line, especially given the title of her post (I dont want to be here).
Everyone has days like this.. I have been sober almost 8 months and I still have days like this hang in there
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I can relate. You, are your own “higher power” I’m agnostic and all the God stuff at meetings did not work for me either.
I’m still pissed some days that I can’t drink vodka. I love the taste, smell and how it makes me feel, in the moment. But it’s the aftermath that keeps me from starting again. I’m only at 135 days but the changes are freaking crazy. Google “smart recovery”. It’s a program that’s helped me. I’m really sorry you’re struggling. 
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You do have something to live for and it's not drugs,it's your partner,famy,pets, seeing the sun rise on a cloudless day,for me it is just that,look at tge positive things you have done not the negative, focus on you 
They are not reaching out because if they use they look at you as a threat to their owe addiction. I have a family member that is alcoholic and he hasn’t spoken to me in 2 years. My counselor explained to me that by seeing me doing this sobriety he has to look at his own addiction. Make some sober friends now. There is nothing better than having a clear head and just being alert to all the BS people will do or say.
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How are you today?
i feel a lot better today
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right?
i feel a lot better today y’all. i didn’t expect this post to get so many comments. i just was being honest with myself.
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Oh, I forgot to comment on the most important part of this original post. The cursing. Yep, totally sucks. Don't hold that against the people who created/run the app. It isn't their design. It's built in to the platform. You just have to get creative.
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Dãmn
Fück
Son of a bãstard
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Scéw you
Fück you
You can go to heII too!
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