I dont feel gratefull today. Only sad and depressed and hopeless.
I’m not quitting. I am
Just depressed and sad and
Recovering from a
Very abusive relationship
Feel doomed and like I don’t have a purpose in living. Or even want to.
I’m months in. Doesn’t get any better. You just have to start facing your real feelings instead of blocking them out.
Good morning Katrina most of us have those days and want to just sit in our dirty diaper. My old sponsor drilled it in my head there is no real reason for us not to be happy as long as we have food to eat a safe place to sleep and a roof over our heads. We know it’s a temporary feeling when happy or sad. It shall pass. Taking the steps over may change your perspective. Nothing like cleaning house and working with others to get out of ME. Open up at the meetings that’s what they are for experience strength and hope. All my answers are in the BB. Read on awaking
I hear you. You are not alone. The usa is on fire and many of us were drowning already. Crippled with the disease of addiction and trying to stay positive and see the light at the end of the tunnel is hard. Its okay to show your feelings. You dont need to hide or put up a false bravado. I digress. Everything is going to be okay. You are loved unconditionally by many