Who does?
People who are drug addicts alcoholics and who are unreliable. That's who.
I am not those things anymore because I have been clean and sober for 2 years and 9 months and 10 days. Yet I was still fired.
And now I have 2 dollars in my checking account. I don't know when my unemployment is going to come in this week and I need it for bills.
They even raise prices on it for my internet. I don't know what to do.
I pray and I ask God for answers. I keep getting back pain and suffering. I don't know where the lesson is or the seed of hope in this experience.
I'm fighting the urge to not give up, I'm not even sure how I would give up.
Drinking isn't even an option because I can't afford it. Haha.
Plus I don't even think of it as a solution anymore.
Sometimes I wonder if creating my own chaos kept me free from the chaos that just naturally exists and that I can never escape. Maybe it gave me some sense of control.
I cant blame alcohol or my actions or my words because I did and do everything right. I do the next right thing all of the time. So at what point is it about you, not me?