Why is it I fee like a bad person for going to rehab and ghosting everyone and everything I've ever known. Im still sober 45 days now, but i feel like a pos for up and leaving my home, family, and friends. Im feeling really lost. I know im doing what i need to do, but feel terrible for it
It seems we are always told we are selfish if we take care of ourselves first. If we don't take care of ourselves, what are we leaving for our loved ones? I don't know about you but I was a pos when I was using.
All of these people are going to be so happy when you come out the other side sober and healthy - you do deserve this - you are worth it - this is your time now !