I drank again last night and I'm hating myself this morning. I don't know why I continue to do this. I want to be sober. I want to be happy and enjoy life.
I have gone to AA in the past, I worked the program and had a great sponsor. I have gone back to meetings recently but I don't feel the same way as I used to. I don't enjoy the meetings.
I am feeling so lost right now and I don't know what to do or where to turn.
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Having a strong support group is so important in recovery. This isn’t easy. You have to really want to not drink and do the work. Avoid places, people and things that trigger you. Maybe if you reached out to someone it would have helped. Not sure but I know for me over the holidays I was so distraught not seeing my daughter and I just didn’t care BUT thank god for the recovery team that I have. They all reached out to me and a drink was never bought. Stay strong and build yourself a good team. We do recover it’s just not overnight.
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Gotta keep trying and figure out what works for you. It might not be AA.