I drink heavily. Not a day drinker. Work 6-7 days a week, but between 5 and 8 pm the urge hits so i buy alcohol on my way home. Whatever i buy i drink until it is gone. I dont care before 5 or after 8 but if i buy it between stay up all night drinking. Anyone share that feeling?
I was that way. At least that’s how it started. I spiraled really fast and the night urges turned to obsessive thought during the day of when I could drink, and that turned into “screw it one won’t hurt” this is a progressive thing. Eventually it will turn into the only thing you want. Try this… instead of stopping to buy alcohol after work, stop at a meeting, or coffee house. Get into a program, talk to the others who have been where you are. If you truly want sobriety, it is there for the taking. You just need to reach out and grab it.
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It is the exact same way for me. I just downloaded this bible app that has devotional plans, and that’s what I’m planning to do in that window of time.
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