I feel abandoned and no one is here for me when I need it
Hello
I just got done bawling my eyes out over the same thing. It's a devastating feeling and I'm so sorry that you are dealing with that. But you're in the right place here. It may not be face to face but there is definitely support here
I’m just dealing the best way I know how
Yep that loneliness crap is real but hold on it will get better
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I’m so sorry
You’re not alone. Doing the right thing for yourself can be lonely at first but soon you will attract the right people that are meant to be in your life. Keep doing you, and keep the faith. 
Try local meetings in your area. Get plugged in. Get phone numbers. Bug other recovering people.
Meetings meetings meetings your first year.make friends meet a lot of women.they will help you so much.