I feel afraid of life I lost a car a job an a apt through my soberity I also got all that stuff in my recovery an ive driven myself to this point where I just wanna lay in bed in my sober living an lay there until death bc truth is i don't want another job bc I dont believe I can do it I dont want another car bc I don't believe I'll ever be able to save money for another one an I dont want my own place Any more bc I don't know if I can be alone any more
Hey! I don’t really understand what you’re saying in the beginning, but I think if you are in sober living right now,
You most definitely have another person you can talk to? Sponsor? Counselor? It’s ok to have bad days in recovery, but saying you want to die is serious and shouldn’t be considered normal in early recovery.
FEAR IS A LIAR!
F—- Everything And Run
Or
Face Everything And Recover.
Don’t listen to the fear it’s your disease talking.
Pray for Higher Power to take away your fear.
Good luck buddy!
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