I feel like i can say this now cuz tomorrow will be a month since i got out of the hospital. The whole time I was in the ER and ICU and with everything that was going on, and it coulda been the drugs they had me on, but I didnt feel at all afraid of dying. Even when the nurse told me in the ER that 24 more hours i wouldve been dead. I was more afraid of what would happen next while alive, what they would have to do that could very much alter my quality of life. I trusted them, i trusted in the Lord. Something kept me courageous and certain that it wasnt my time yet. For that, I am grateful.
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