i feel like relapsing but i can’t. i can’t get my hands on any dope and my stupid opioid blocker would send me into sickness if i tried. 58 days. almost two months. time doesn’t fly. this has been so slow. will i ever feel mentally better
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Yes it does get better. And much easier.
Wen my mind put me in a time of crisis and would not leave me alone everytime I could identify my thoughts were in that bad place I would say the serenity pray over and over. I have said it for a hour before. But what that did was trained my brain to think positively and that with the work of the 12 steps relieved everything from sleepless nights to random urges to use. Also beating myself up projection and hating on other people were also minimized so sorry so long hope this helped