I feel my intention is always there, but temptation and opportunity seem to prevail more times than not. I’m married to a man who always succeeds and failure is not an option… therefore sharing my struggles is not welcomed and makes me extremely vulnerable. I need someone… not meetings (because of my husband and his job)… that I can turn to in times of temptation (drinking) to stead me away.
My father is an alcoholic… I know it’s in my genes and I try so very hard to redirect, but once I give a little… it’s over from there.