I feel scared all the time. Relapse is not an option. The struggle is real
Hope you getting plugged into local support to rid that fear. Prayer?
You got this just take it one day at a time
Don’t put too much pressure on yourself! You can totally do this just one moment at a time.
I understand that so well! You've got this. We do. Definitely get plugged in.
Hello Barb: Can you please be more specific; may I ask what it is exactly that frightens you? Thank-you.
Well right now is the trust I earned and my thoughts are saying no one will know
Yes, YOU will know and YOU will feel terrible after. You have a concious now. That's why you're talking about it! Do NOT buy into the lies that your addiction is telling you.
I’ll have 5 years in July and every day I thank my higher power n willingness to keep going my struggle is still there and very real , I love my life I’ve built and I’ve never been prouder of myself . To turn back would just be dumb I have so much to loose n to me it’s not worth any of it sending love n prayers to all ya’all