Yep. I didnt get wasted ...just buzzed enough to tell someone who had been miss treating me, what i thought ...passive aggressely of course...
The problem comes in that it was at work .
Suck a gentle lesson of who i become when i drink.
Now ....I wait .
The person sent an email making it appear she reported me so ....
I may have flushed my carrerr down the toilet.
What i know is my life isnt over and i am trying really hard to not feal with the situation through the drink....feeling disappoointed in myself but hopeful everything will turn out one way or the other.
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I’ve been there with the work thing and it’s terrifying when you realize how drhinking changes who you are.
One bad moment doesn’t erase your progress though, you’re still fighting. Things will work out , trust the process will 
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If it were me knowing what I know now I would explain that I have an substance abuse problem and ask them if you could have time off to help with your addiction. It is after all a medical condition. What happens to people like me when under the influence is the problem
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Thank you for sharing this. I get the self disappointment, what small positive things can you do to be glad for doing today?
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Stay on the offense, buddy!
I just need to stay present and stop beating myself up
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Well it's been two full work days and I haven't gotten the call.
However, I am being overrun with negative thoughts.
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What positive memory can you bring to mind?
I was on FMLA ...it expired on the tenth. This happenEd on the ninth. Hopefully things remain silent
How is it going