I fucked up
Way to be honest Ed. Now turn it into a right!
Ed, mistakes are made but don’t define us. That was yesterday. What can you do right now to make the wrong a right?
You can fix it! Get up, brotha!
We all do. What defines us is not the mistake, but how we overcome and change our thinking towards the mistake.
The beauty of a mistake is the lesson we learn after 
10 push ups please
I'm back on the horse
It’s ok..alcohol is cunning, baffling and powerful. It has strange control over people who have this particular allergy..I relapsed after 13 yrs. I’m in a new neighborhood/community. I automatically hid or disguised bringing alcohol I purchased into my house. I’m an alcoholic..hiding it is typical..for a drunk. It felt ridiculous. You can just try again and don’t give up. My siblings gave up and they’re gone.
Happens to the best, you’re human Ed. Fall down 7…get up 8. 

The best thing about relapse is you get to start over.