I got a book and went to a meeting

Second virtual NA meeting. Got a book that's a secular alternative to the original 12 steps. Finally found something that speaks my language. Working on step 1 already. Why am I doing the 12 steps now when I've been clean 4 years? Because I got clean out of fear of jail and that sets me up for relapse I think- whereas doing the 12 steps actually makes me face my addiction head on.

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