I got outside issue that's glaring wit the lady in

I got outside issue that's glaring wit the lady in my life
But I can't get high about it
So I moop about it
Put a shirt on the hanger
Clean the toilet seat and let it back down
Take out the trash make the bed anything practically too get out side my head for a moment
And end up watching sports high lights working out and listening too a few speaker takes on the go till the next meeting and if it's time I share and I feel relieved but I know just because I got outside issue with the lady in my life that doesn't mean that she's doing anything wrong
It just mean I'm more so in need of her than the time she got in store for me and I got to get some acceptances about that and be grateful for the little time she spared cause too some that's way more than what they bargain for .
So kevin.b
Still learning how too do it on my own after all this time
Well almost on my own .
Thanks for reading my post .