My life is good its just the people around me who are affected and i have thought of drinking. Dreamt the people i cared about convinced me to drink. It was horrible but probably its because i want to runaway but i wont let myself do that again.
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I hate using dreams. Stay the course
I have dreams every once in a while that I'm standing around having a conversation at a party with a group of friends. While I'm talking, someone hands me a beer and I take a drink without thinking. Like I'm going break my sobriety as a whoopsies when I'm not paying attention. Weird.
Iām going on 5 years of sobriety and that still happens to me. I hate it every time.