My life is good its just the people around me who are affected and i have thought of drinking. Dreamt the people i cared about convinced me to drink. It was horrible but probably its because i want to runaway but i wont let myself do that again.
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I hate using dreams. Stay the course
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I have dreams every once in a while that I'm standing around having a conversation at a party with a group of friends. While I'm talking, someone hands me a beer and I take a drink without thinking. Like I'm going break my sobriety as a whoopsies when I'm not paying attention. Weird.
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I’m going on 5 years of sobriety and that still happens to me. I hate it every time.
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Hahahah is that supposed to be a joke. My grammar sucks I know. I was crying, bear with me
I know it's crazy or I forgot about why I am sober in the first place. I know why I am sober l. I am crazy when I am drunk
Does it happen less frequently now?
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I know them dreams can feel way too real when you first wake up, especially when they involve the people closest to you. Catching that it’s really just an urge to run away from the stress around you is a huge realization. Dreams are apart of the process. Keep pushing through
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I also read tarot cards. I would do the Jesus thing but he is such Peter pressure when he turns water into wine 
Yeah, but they do happen.
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