I had a horrible experience three days ago. I thought I was going to die I think it had to do with my pancreas and I spent three days in my house in bed and thanking the Lord that I didn’t die it was very scary. So this is my third day and I just thought I would go to the store and buy some butter and I bought wine and now I’m drunk again and I’m scared that I’m not gonna make it.
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Your pancreas needs help. Go to a hospital. Get someone to take you or get an Uber, but get medical help. You may have pancreatitis. It’s serious.
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I went to the hospital. I’m fine. My liver enzymes were up my pancreas is inflamed but I’m OK. I’m going to a meeting I’ve got to stop. Thanks for listening.
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Glad to hear you’re doing ok considering the circumstances. Just remember Terri, as alcoholics we need to learn to not always listen to what’s inside our heads. Its that type of thinking that got us to where we are today. If you don’t already, pick up the app called meeting guide. You can search world wide or local and find in person/zoom meetings. Often times it’s easier to talk to a complete stranger and spill it all than someone you know simply because you don’t want people who love you to know you’re suffering. Keep your head up!!
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I am glad that you are okay. Going to a meeting is a great way to start.
Hi Terri. I’ve been where you are, clinging to life then feeling better then clinging again…. Over and over…. Meetings and AA have taught me how to live life again (over 2 years sober), but I had to get away (rehab) first so my brain and body could heal first. This disease is deadly. Please get help and take the decision making out of your hands until you can heal….