I had a slip today, and I feel awful. It

I had a slip today, and I feel awful. It happened because I let fear get the best of me. Fear is enemy number one and trigger number one for me. Tomorrow, March 8, 2025, will mark the date of my surrender and my sobriety. Only God can change me and heal this deep fear. The only thing that is certain is that I am much better off putting my faith, trust, and hope in God and not a bottle.