I had my second MonkeyPox shot and started thinking to

We had second MonkeyPox shots and I started thinking to myself while having sober love with my man OH MAYBE A LITTLE TINA IN A COUPLE WEEKS I MENTIONED this to him DURING and he had A FIT …a FIT Im embarrassed and ashamed that I’m always the person in our relationship who wears the other down and it’s always three months six months nine months and I antagonize him for like two weeks and finally we get some and I instantly feel anxious and like an monster and sorry and then we spends three hours in “love” 24 hours to come down and then every day for three days to a week he says to me, how could you do this to us again? HE IS MY EVERYTHING I met a guy on here a year ago who was having the same problem and he and his wife had a recreational crystal meth habit and he said you’ve gotta stop wearing him down like that think about all that you could lose