I had to kick 2 mega toxic and the closest people to me the past couple days. My body feels like I'm mourning death. (The feeling I had when my Mother passed) It's weird. This passed week started real off on Monday and my body and mental feelings have been non-stop. Those 2 were the ones I trusted and went to when I needed to. I'm so sad. Using is coming up inmy mind constantly. I just made it to 9 months. Longest ever. I don't think I will use but like I said, I have nobody to tell my inner thoughts with no more. 
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