I hate dope. I am tired of watching people I love kill them selves with that poison. It hurts to watch people relapse and choose to live like that again. I’m sure people who love me felt that way when I was caught up in it but dangit this is so sad and frustrating 
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I have lost so many close friends to it as well. 
Right there with you love.
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That’s a good point. I guess just putting the dope down wasn’t enough when he wasn’t changing or healing the emotions/circumstances that causes us to use. I have worked on those things and healed but I don’t think he had. I don’t know that he was capable of that kind of honesty with himself. It just really stinks. All I can do is pray!