I hate the drug so much everything about it, but

Recovery
#1

I hate the drug so much everything about it, but i cant start my day without it. Why im i so weak.

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#2

It's never a matter of weakness. I've been in that same place. In finding recovery it about finding a strategy. You have to form new habits. New people place and things. And those are hard you have to relearn what I call your life techniques. But without working on your external you will always have a harder battle internally. I hope that helps. Never give up.
Patience & determination.

#3

Addiction is a disease.
Please try local or Zoom Narcotics Anonymous meetings. Works for me. Good luck! DM me if any questions.

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#4

The Everything AA app has Zoom meetings 24/7. Maybe get up a little earlier than usual and start the day with a meeting.

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#5

It’s strange territory to be on when you’re freshly into recovery. Life at times will feel foreign but as you work through your recovery it’ll get better and better. Hang in there!

#6

Find comfort in yourself. Work on loving yourself

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