I have 1 day clean today but struggling really really bad i want to use . My husband and i live together byt he has not spoken to me since aug 30th due to my drug use n him finding it he says ge can't tryst me. Cause i hide it. Im hurting so bad due to losing him that i just want to use dope anyways just so i don't feel the heartache 
he promises that he WOULD NEVER LEAVE ME no matter what but he is. N the thing is he was on drugs really really bad until his 50s hes been clen for awhile now n he forgot where he b has come from. I need the support
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I'm struggling to honey. I've never been married but I have lost alot of things and people that I love due to my drug use. It takes us away from all that we hold dear. Just know that you are not alone in your one day of sobriety. I'm on day one to
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