I have a mountain of atonement I have to make. It's very overwhelming, and I have to be perfect to do all these things.
I know I can't be trusted.
I can't even trust myself.
I don't know why I even still giving a second chance.
But I'm still trying while I'm still fighting my own demons.
I'm already been broken that bridge where I should be punished for my sins and poor choices.
I should be in a hole.
Where I should belong, not be out.
I don't like saying things about myself, But I have a lot of responsibilities. I have to fix For my selfish poor decision sins of mine.
I felt this. That mountain of atonement takes time. But just because you’ve made these mistakes does not mean that them bridges are broken forever or you should be in a hole. It just means that you are human and you made some choices that can only make you better. Take it step-by-step and one thing at a time and before you know it, you’ll be looking around and thinking … wow at one time… I never thought I’d make it this far. I believe in you.
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Thank you for believing in me and totally telling me that. I am human for making mistakes. And they are Bridges that can be fixed in that that can be prepared. Thank you for giving me that advice. It means a lot and lifting up my spirits more. Hopefully, it would continue guide me to probably fix myself to do better.
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