I have a rough start this time, out for six years.I had five years sober. Woke up one day and I thought I was cured. Those years where awesome and found the love of my life in recovery. Great experience for sure. I let my guard down and I was back at it. Not only that but I sucked my wife-in. Wow the guilt was hard to live with. I kept on with the blackness in my head. Then it came to the point of my family was sick from my disease. Aton and damage was done and the wife and kids where hurting from me. Then I said in my sick brain it was time to go.Two suicide attempts in three days. When I was in the hospital I truly believed something touched my. I was reaching out and saw and heard a women singing to me. I totally believe I saw an angle. The discreption I gave my wife was very moving for her. She totally believes it was her mother who came to me singing for life and hope.God does work in mysterious ways
I am so sure I have some experience, strength and hope to move forward in my recovery journey. Lots of work ahead
Happy 24 everyone
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Happy 24 to you also! Alcohol is the most cunning and baffling substance on earth.. when we go back out it has fooled us. Stay focused on not ever going back out again!
Thanks and that is the plan. I am very determined and doing what is needed 
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Thanks for the share Jeff! You can recover.