I have almost 11 months clean from meth addiction and have 4 days clean from weed. I used weed as a crutch to get off of meth. Now it just makes me feel anxious and paranoid and I am steuggling with depression. So I have decided to stop smoking weed. I went to the doctor yesterday and got some anti depressants and am praying it helps..because lately I feel like I want to use meth just to feel happy. This underlying sadness is in my opinion worse than being a meth addict. I do not want to use. Has anyone else dealt with sudden depression...this has hit me out of nowhere and affecting my relationship.
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Im going thru the same exact thing. Even tho i know going back to meth will ruin all the progress ive made it keeps trying to pull me back, using my mental health to trick me into using again. I think its just the devil working overtime because youve been doing so good, ya know. You're coming up on your 1 year and he wants desperately to make sure you dont make it . Stay strong and keep fighting!
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So coming off meth can make you depressed. It’s the low after being so high it can take time to right itself but if you keep going it will