I have always put everybody’s needs before my own, I don’t know exactly how not to do so. I will be asked how I’m doing? I will say “I’m fine” with a smile on my face. If I don’t walk right away I will lose it, Becuz I’m not fine. Haven’t been for awhile, I relapsed and haven’t been able to stop, after being clean for 4 years. I’ve been a closest meth smoker for almost a year.. I got clean As soon as I found out I was pregnant. I was told I couldn’t have kids and getting pregnant I knew was a blessing to save my life. I don’t know how to get back on the right track. I cry almost everyday Becuz I don’t enjoy getting high anymore. But I just don’t know how to stop when everybody thinks I’m just fine. I need some direction. This is the first time I’ve admitted to myself that I need help.
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Carmen please get into a program asap. Check out NA,get a sponsor and a support system. You can go there and be honest and get on track and stay on track. Please do this for you and for your baby.
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